return of the bird-e

im back. with internet and fun stuff.
with a new job, that isnt terrible.
with a book, the happiness project, that i cant wait to dive into.
with stories of laser tag with cody, and the fun fun time we had.
and with a reblog of these 2 ingredient pumpkin brownies i will be making tonight.

craziness.

life has been flipped, twisted, rung out, thrown in the air crazy.
no job for almost a month.
unemployment just wont come thru for me.
no one wants to hire me.
one job wanted me to do immoral things.
another doesnt have the business to keep me.
car was broken down.
internet has been turned off.
boy hasnt even tried to talk to me this week.
makes me really sad.
learned the traits of self-loathing. i totally am self-loathing.
pretty sure i should seek counseling.
but its a new month.
new job at CEDAR CREEK!
getting back into bartending.
toured Paul Mitchell The School
starting there Oct 30th.
things will get better.